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We may be in for the long haul: Update

As I’m sure with most elections, people like to show their support of the party they are most in line with. So, as I rode the bus this morning and after school, I counted the signs people place on their lawn showing who they will vote for. I saw:

13 signs for the Wild Rose Party [Scary sound effects],

8 signs for the Progressive Conservative Party,

4 signs for the Alberta Party,

1 sign for the Liberal Party,

And no signs for the New Democratic Party.

-I know that not everyone publicly states their politic affiliation, and I know that I have only seen a relatively small amount of signs, and that the signs I have seen are only in one small area, But if these showings accurately sample the way most Albertans feel about who should lead the province, …We may be in it for the long haul.

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The far right is not the place for me.

Tidbit of information for y’all, I live in Alberta, Canada. And right now, the province is gearing up for a general election. And after being responsible and going through the political platforms of the contending parties…

…I’m Scared.

Before I go on, I should mention that I am 17, and therefore not allowed to participate in any elective process.

To those who don’t know, Alberta is basically the most conservative province in Canada, strikingly so. In the 2011 federal election, with the exception of a tiny riding in Edmonton, the ENTIRE province had voted to put the federal conservative party in power. With such a polarizing conservative mindset, the Progressive Conservative party of Alberta will likely get reelected, maintaining their 41 year old run in power. Because of this, People with liberal or center and left-of-center values and mindsets are not represented, massively outnumbered, and suppressed by an opposing Conservative force. This means that parties like the Alberta party, the Liberal party, and the New Democratic party have little (Almost no) chance of becoming significant contenders, or forming an effective opposition.

But I’m not done yet. There is one Jewel of a party I haven’t discussed. The Wild Rose Party. [Creepy music plays] This party is much farther right than the Progressive Conservative party, Ironically being MORE conservative than the progressive conservative party. They plan to overhaul the way in which Alberta works, By decentralizing health care and education, creating a newer and harsher justice system, and creating a new standard of human rights. Many of the candidates are Pro-Life (hence anti-abortion), Proudly Homophobic, and seek to remove rights protected by The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms.-And that is scary beyond belief. Eerily so, this resembles the recent social justice revolutions happening in the USA. Scarier still, this, coupled with the intense conservative attitude carried in Alberta, and the fact that they have been “Cherry Picking” their campaign, actually gives the Wild Rose Party a shot at victory.

Sadly, I will have no influence on the outcome of the Alberta general election on April 23rd, for I cannot vote. Be it what it may, I hope Alberta does not become a political hell, and in the words of a Toronto Sun editor: “What’s bad for Alberta is Bad for Canada.”

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Yep.

Remember that cryptic post I made in Spanish yesterday? If you bothered to Google translate it, I was a ball of sad. And now, I’m oddly content. I don’t have bipolar disorder or anything, but still… Why the severe mood swings?

-Oh, right. I’m a teenager.

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Hmm.

  • I haven’t bought any new clothing in a year and a half
  • The most recent picture I took of myself was 5 months ago
  • My Facebook profile picture is more than 3 years old
  • I haven’t gotten any new contacts in my phone for 8 months
  • Since grade 8, I’ve seldom done homework, and I have no inclination to study, scraping by at the bare minimum passing grade
  • I spent the entirety of last summer vacation in my house, seeing nobody
  • Over the past 4 years, I’ve noticed my health decline, and my mental conditions have become erratic and extraneous
  • I’m never invited out, I usually end up accidentally inviting myself along
  • As a result of above, I end up feeling lonely most of the time
  • I was recently told by my parents that I’m a huge disappointment, and I should strive to be more like my sister

Am I stuck in a permanent rut or something? I think I am. Self-pity? Maybe, but at least I’m getting it off of my mind.

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(Source: amber-lynn, via amber-lynn)

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Oh my god, I can relate to every single thing on this blog.

Social Anxiety Things

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ichoosedisco:


All you need is determination. If you have that, you don’t need love.

  — Lulu (Final Fantasy X)

ichoosedisco:

All you need is determination. If you have that, you don’t need love.

 Lulu (Final Fantasy X)

(via -ryan)

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I act as I do in hopes that you see, the person that I’m trying to be.

Hablo qué hago porque te quiero ver, la persona que intento ser.

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Love this lady
Because I’m a lady.

Love this lady

Because I’m a lady.

(via crimerave)

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